back in the day.

yesterday alison emailed me a picture of emme and camo at the pumpkin patch right before they turned one. i can't even fathom that she was this little, even though it feels like this happened last week.  seeing stuff like this breaks my heart into a million little pieces.  i love how big and funny and talkative and silly she is now, of course, but looking at pics of her as a little tot feels like grasping sand.  it also makes me want to have 15 more babies, which is clearly impractical.  not to mention expensive.  sigh.